Lock the door

When things seem to be spiraling downward so bad, I want to get my kids in our apartment and lock the door.  Nothing bad can happen if we are in our space with the door locked right.  I found out my way of thinking was wrong, there is still a phone.  And people with no good intentions can still get through the door.  We only had a few minutes before dark tonight, but I had to just relax and enjoy my kids.  We went out in the yard and played ladder golf.  They are my medication.  I don't think they will ever know what they mean to me and what I would do for them.  Fall is here and I am in love!  Our apartment has lots of trees and they are beginning to change colors and we are close to the mountains, and reds and oranges are starting to pop up everywhere on the mountains.  So, I will wake up every day and face the new day with a smile and happy heart.  I will be a good example for my kids, and try to teach them that good is everywhere, even when all we can see is the bad.  

 Davis got asked to Sadies tonight.  Kennedy asked him.  I'm glad that they are still friends, I like Kennedy, I just didn't like Davis having such a serious girlfriend.  I hope they have fun.